 | Just Me!!! | Jan 2, 2007 |
"Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love u back..Don't expect love in return..Just wait for it to growin their heart...If it doesn't...be content that it grew in yours" Sedih dan pilu rasa hati ini..tiba2 diri terasa sunyi hidup di rantauan org..tanpa ada sesiapa pun di sisi menjadi peneman melainkanMu Ya Allah...  ..Padamu ku mohon ya Allah..kau pertemukan aku dgn dirinya yang telah engkau tentukan sejak azali lagi...agar dia bisa menjadi peneman di kala aku terjatuh, menjadi pembakar semangat disaat aku sudah tidak mampu untuk melangkah lagi.... ...Ya Allah..aku sudah terlalu letih untuk melangkah dan mencarinya lagi..begitu berat ujian Mu Ya Allah...andai ini takdirMu Ya Allah...berikanlah aku kekuatan agar aku bisa meniti hari2 mendatang...tuntun aku ke jalan redhaMu Ya Allah..perkenankanlah doaku ini Ya Allah...sesungguhnya engkau maha pengampun lagi maha mengasihani... ... ...Being hurt by my own bf again..so sad..is this the sign that Allah sent to me?..that we are not meant together...?...  ..if yes..semoga Allah sentiasa memberkati pilihan jalan hidupku...Apa2 pun...transfer letter perlu dihantar segera!!!...suatu masa, saat dan ketika nya, dia pasti akan merasa akan sakitnya dan pedihnya hati apabila dpermainkan seperti itu...Ya Allah...kau berilah balasan yg setimpal untuknya...moga dia sedar akan kesilapannya mempermainkan hati seorg wanita yg tulus mencintai dia...Amin...  ..Asmah!!!..hidup perlu diteruskan...buatlah keputusan sebaek dan seadilnya...Moga diberkati Allah...~~AMIN~~ I really miss Mr Naizen...really2 miss him..but at the same time...I hate him also...what happen to me?..arrrgghhh...  ...am I really too disgusting to him?...Jahat sangat ker aku kalau nak bawa dia jumpa ayah tapi dia tak nak...then aku merajuk?..teruk kaa?  ..huhuhuh...rasanya I have the right to merajuk...coz sampai bila nak macam ni?..dah promise tapi tak jadi2.. Mungkin Allah nak tunjuk yang dia bukan jodoh aku... ..dan aku rasa aku patut relakan dia pergi kan... Terbang laa sejauh yang mungkin...dan jangan kembali lagi... ... trying to post something through phone..hehehee..really like it very much..;)..just finish treating my patient..got many apmt patient today..and yet got last minute call for meeting..pity my patient..but what to do..i also have other duty in management side since im the boss for the clinic... GREAT POWER COMES WITH GREAT REAPONSIBILITIES! just try my best..others leave it to ALLAH... "From This Moment On" :-)
(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on
From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on
You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on | Start: | Jan 17, '11 6:00p | | Location: | Conference room |
AJK Meeting... Dear Diary...its been so long since my last post...almost one year i guess...huhuhuu...not in the mood to post something last time...so many things happened in my life...gembira, sedih, duka...all in one.. Never expect that my life become so difficult..Since January 2009 untill June 2009...half of the year gone with sadness tears...day n night crying...why this kind of thing happen in my life.....Let's start the story..I broke up with my boyfren few months ago...:-(..so sad..but im the one who want to broke up with him..Leo is such a wonderfull guy, hensom i bet..:-)....really care about me and would do anything just to make me happy...Huhhuhuuh...but after 2 years in relationship, i dont know how and why my heart suddenly change..I fall in love with someone else...I was trying very hard to forget this guy..but I cant...he always come in my dream..:-(...becoz of that...i have to admid that I have to make a decision..at last...i left my loving byfrend..Leo...It was really a hard decision..make me cry all night long..how cruel i am..:-(...I fall in love with someone who is actually doesnt love me I guess...:-(....So tired..to be continue..
Extraction!!!!! Fillings!!!!!...Scaling!!!! Argdhhhhh.  .what a boring request from patients....hhuuhhhuhu...this week has been a hectic and tiring week since 2 of the FYDO's are taking leave for 2 weeks...leaving only the 3 of us..  ..doing the same procedure every day....everyday doing extractions...what a heavy work...everyday 100 over patients waiting to seek treatment....if simple extractions...no big deals...problem arise if 09 or 07 patients...i dont know why their teeth is like a stainless steel!!!!! ...my god!! So hard to pull out. Always sweating when have to pull out sound teeth from their mouth!!!! ....I need to improve my skills in extractions especiallly in MOS....huuhhhuhu...need more practice!!!!..Hopefully terror lambat laun nanti....heheheheh.... Huuhhhhuhuhu...Hectic day!!!...tension sangat rasa mau telan jak makhluk sorang tu.. Talam 2 muka betul..depan saya punya laaa baik....belakang saya...huhhuhhhuuhuh...kutuk aku habis-habisan....sakit hati aku...kalau aku tak terdengar perbualan hangat tu....memang aku tau..depan bos, huhhhh macam apa mengutuk aku...last2 aku hentam jugak depan dia..sindir dia habis-habisan...kaki bodek betul..ingat kan bleh percaya...rupanya menikam dari belakang... | Category: | Music | | Genre: | Other | | Artist: | Adam Ahmad |
Wajahmu
Seindah serinya pelangi yang indah
Seharum mawar putih segar berkembang
Wajahmu
Mengapa sering terbayang dimataku
Sehingga terbawa didalam mimpiku
Sayangku
Tahukah kau didalam hatiku ini
Tersimpan perasaan cinta nan suci
Kau bunga
Ingin kusuntingmu menjadi milikku
Lantas kuabadikan dalam jiwaku
Sayangnya
Harapan yang selama ini kubawa
Hancur berkecai musnah jua akhirnya
Semuanya bagaikan sebuah mimpi
Kau pergi jua
Setelah cinta ku kini membara
Belum sempat kucurahkan kasihku
Kau pergi tak kembali...
Huuhuuhhhuhu....everlasting love song....touching and feeling habis bila dengar lagu ni.....this song actually given by Naza aka Joebeng....hehehehe my fav it friend during my undergrades years....dont know where and how is he doing currrently....dah ada anak dah kot... :) ....Wont forget this song forever | Hapus Aku | | Breakthru' | | Nidji | | | Karena_Wanita_(Ingin_Dimengert | | Romantic_Rhapsody Ireans.com | | Ada Band | | | Ikrar Cinta | | Untuk Semua | | Radja | | | Ku Ingin Kamu | | | | Romance | |
| Category: | Music | | Genre: | Other | | Artist: | Romance |
Demi semua
yang aku jalani bersamamu
kuingin engkau jadi milikku
kuingin kau di sampingku
tanpa dirimu
ku hanya manusia tanpa cinta
dan hanya dirimu yang bisa
membawa surga dalam hatiku
reff:
kuingin engkau menjadi milikku
aku akan mencintaimu
menjagamu
selama hidupku
dan aku kan berjanji
hanya kaulah yang ku sayangi
ku akan setia di sini
menemani
sentuhanmu
bagaikan tangan sang dewi cinta
yang berhiaskan bunga asmara
dan membuatku tak kuasa
kembali ke reff
di setiap alir darahku
tersimpan di hati kecilku
bahwa dirimu terindah untukku
kembali ke reff
selama ku masih bisa bertahan
selama ku masih bisa bernafas
selama Tuhan masih mengijinkan
ku ingin slalu menjagamu
What a nice song....memang romantik habis laa lagu ni....sesuai dengan kumpulan yang nyanyi lagu ni...Romance...hehehhehehe....got this song from my brother actually....he knows that i love indonesian songs.......after hearing for the first time...i keep on searching for this song...until at last I found it..... hear n enjoy this song!!!! | Start: | Dec 5, '08 2:30p | | End: | Dec 5, '08 3:30p | | Location: | Conference Room - KP Miri |
Dental Prisma Clud helding a meeting...to discuss for next year plan and activities for the dental staff in KP Miri....already have some suggestion for next year activities...sports (football game, netball game, futsal, takraw, valley ball, in-door games, bowling tournament)....others suggest visiting sabah....heheheh..wanna go to pulau and mount kinabalu... 
Since I was working in Miri, I got a chance last year to go to Niah Cave's..hahahaha...so much fun but also feels so tired...just imagine, 3 KM walking from the main entrance...not including walking inside the cave itself. Team leader...of course the one yang dah pernah pergi...that was Mr Bahrain...hehehehehe....very enthusiastic leader...siap pesan suruh bawa barang2 yang diperlukan..especially torchlight... hahahah.....inside the cave..very nice...full of paintings orang zaman dahulu...tapi tak sure laa wether Paleolitik or Mesolitik or others...forgot wolrd history already...hahahahaa...lama tinggal kan sekolah... .....Apapun...It was a nice and interesting place to go...for those yang belum pergi....I advice..please go there if u came to Miri.....Next plan....will be going to Mulu Cave...hopefully
 This pic taken during dental nite KP Miri. Its me with my dear friend Hellen.. . That I became the MC and my partner actually is my boyfriend.....hahhahaha.. what a surprise... ...and that nite is also to be a special nite for me...this is the first time i became an MC...hahahahaha... Congratulations to all the Doctors USM Batch 2006/2007....best result achived for the past decade....I'm really proud of u all guys....wishing u all the best in ur work..hope u all serve kindly to the community..by the way....don't forget to pray for us ( Final Year Dental Students ) ....Hopefully we all can graduate like u guys.... Ni gambar2 masa besday budak2 ni....my cake is not on the list cause my handy got infected from istie's pc..so i need to clean it up....so..later on i'll add my cake pics...hehehehehe...
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